A lot of all this will be coming back to me.
You put it down to put it out right?

It's kind of easier to be typing on my lap but that is when I start to stop. Not be so involved in the process and becoming the life of it. Sitting back here and typing has got something going again and I am more willing to give over to it again. In a hunched over posture and squinting eyes I am leaning toward the computer and somehow manage to balance myself enough (and fairly unconsciously) to not fall forward onto the screen.

It is funny how by keeping myself in the cupboard that I am shifting backward and forward from the computer. Physically and mentally. It is my focus and even though I am aware of desire for contact it is with myself that I feel more in contact with.